unnecessary headache

well again i've been silent from the blog space again...no reason whatsoever...just the plain laziness of the mind and limbs to type out my thoughts...but i guess there are certain things that i have to speak my mind out...as the title says...i have a headache...an unwanted, unnecessary and one that will linger for quite some while...just hope that it won't cause over dilatation of the capillaries of my head that'll lead to migraine or increases the cranial blood pleasure that'll lead to cerebral haemorrhage..thinking of it, it doesn't seem a bad idea...for my soul to be transported to the gates of Hades and leave all the stupid worldly problems behind.
Nottingham Uni, why do you have to push forward the football calendar ahead by 2 months? If you guys can't play in May and June, don't be the host or play...just concentrate on your bloody academic calendar for goodness sake...you are just forcing everyone especially me into such a mess...
IMU, with its hyper excited,'owh, i can do everything coz i'm a medical student' mentality..come on..please grow up and don't act as if you guys are the best in the world...i'm sick of it...
Wildcats frisbee team, please please please be more matured and professional...it doesn't mean that ultimate players of Malaysia look up to you means you are God, you have the divine authority that can't be criticise...just remember that some of your teammates have sacrificed and done more than you do...its just that they are not like some of you dumb witted populist who love to be in the limelight...and for heaven's sake...find new blood...doesn't mean you are on top now, you will stay there without doing anything...from what i'm observing..Wildcats equals the Wall of Jericho and Tower of Babel.
And to the person who wishes to break the frisbee team apart by sexual segregation....KISS MY ASS...

KLASS Open

24 January, it was a sunday...first time a tourney in malaysia i think that is held on a sunday...but came down to Alice Smith School confident of a championship...well the build up to it wasn't as smooth as wat i would hope for...bust ups..non commitance..egos..tempers...
but on the day itself we were robbed of it...i think th whole team played the whole day better than the eventual winners and would have won if we played thm in the finals...but for me dubious scores (sumhow our final scores was different than the organizers) and blunders by the organizers ( who forgot the rules they send out to everyone )cost us dearly...
the team played well...very minimal mistakes...great scores and spirit...i did the greatest twice n both completed and damn happy bout it...
well a 3rd place is gud enough i guess

Vietnam Hat 2007 ( its a bout time i wrote bout it)

the last few days of 2007 it has to be said, one of the most memorable day that i'll ever have...it was only in mid december that i was enlightened to go for the Vietnam Hat...its just one of those things in life...the idea just comes out of nowhere...it has to be said that HCMC is a very unique place and i dare to bet that it wouldn't be the last time i'll be there....
arriving on friday 28 december at bout 3.00 pm local time at the hotel left me plenty of time to soak in the atmosphere of HCMC...my wish that time was that i had came with someone, but soon forgot bout it when i met up with my fellow ultimate players...i was on yellow team which was given a tongue twister of a name...liz, sara, matt, stu, dan, brian, tuan, dui, ling and some other local players (whose name i don't know how to spell) were great team mates...the team finished with a 4-3 record and i have to say that i wasn't at my best at all...guess i was overawed by other players..hehehe...but i have to say a special thanks to liz for being a great companion for the 3 days in HCMC...hmmmm..with that experience comes a dilemma...should i go to bangkok? (have to check my bank account then)

its been a long time

wow..looking back, i can see that it has been a while since i wrote something...
to be truthful, ages...could have grown a beard since my last post...
but i guess its due to the exams and travelling...and other well thought reasons..
have to say that since my last post, i've did my year exams and passed...had
a hell of a break..travelled malaysia n vietnam...played plenty of ultimate...
met and made new friends...and thats all that i can think of for the time being...
well...time for the next post...

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day. Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

frustration

"don't judge a book, by its cover".no truer words..people may seem ok on the outside..but who knows what is bottled inside..in my case, i have to say that most of the time, i put on a brave face and sometimes put on an innocent face and even an interested face when i see people go study abroad, come back and tell off their stories.well i have to admit that most of the times, i feel jealous and gutted.not saying the amount of frustration that is inside of me.all i have worked for, the bloody effort, the damn achievements i fought for, and it all comes to nothing.yeah, i got an entry into a local med school.what a consolation.another thing i feel is anger.i can't believe that some undeserving people managed to fly off.and then they get their noses all high.come on...some people didn't even open up their freaking mouth during interviews.i was surprised to see those muted people in intec.yeah, you people have brains.but thats all you have.
some say to me..takpe dah bukan rezeki...yeah, i accept its fated...but as a human..can't help that i habour those feelings.

Changing

Have to say that it isn't the easiest thing for me.
Changing myself, changing my perspectives, changing my habits.
But i guess, no matter what i have to change.
I'm 21 now (can't believe it actually) so its now or never.
So i guess its going to be goodbyes for somethings.
Hope there'll be no more of the thoughtless me.
Hope there'll be a no more taking things easily.
Hope there'll be no more stupidity and less ignorance.
Hope there'll be no more mixing up priorities.
Hope there'll be no more dwelling on the past.
May there be more courage in my actions.
May there be more meaningful acts from myself.
May my actions bring more cheers than tears.
May i always remember i to sacrifice for my loved ones.
May i improve as i approach my date with Allah.